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Thursday, May 23rd, 2002
10:59 pm	Top Funniest Things to say in French Ferme la bouche= shut your mouth Frappe la tete= smack the head Voulez-vous prochais avec moi, ce soir?= Wanna Fuck tonight Fu-toi= fuck you fu-toi ton mere- fuck your mom A bientot ma mere fu-toi= cya mother fuckers Quand est-ce que je vais des preservative?= where did my condoms go to? heh (Comment on this)
Friday, May 17th, 2002
5:48 pm	Havent wrote in a while so YEAH!!!!!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 25th, 2002
10:14 pm	Okay so Iam steling this idea from marshall who stole it from jared who stole it from chris, but its really interesting. However its almost like jareds. These are my friends and how i met them. Jared: Duh were brothers, although he used to puch and kick me in the womb, ouch u bastard!!!!! Marshall: Weve been friends for a long time. We really started being friends in Weblos though!!!!! Have the same interest in music and best bassist ive ever jamed with! Jason Jaz: Best friend, always will be despite are fueds these last couple years. Jason has always been my bud. Taught me how to love and respect history! Good luck in the Navy!!! Josh Jaz: Secind best bud. We knew each other since we were born. Hell were practically brothers! Rangers lead the Way! Julie: My love, Known here since i was real little, now know her alot, always love u babe! Chris B: That crazy kid from the grindz. Your always hyper but real cool guy! Kelly: I became friends with you last year since I started going out with Julie. I always thought u hated me becasue I was a metal head \,,/ \,,/ Mike: My third best freind in the whole wide world. Met when we started jaming! Ken C: "KID" met at church youth group, helped beat the girlz at sledding Chris Shurr: Knew you since are first Fallout concert{when we had Kenny} Nikki and Cassie: Both went to same church. If I am correct Cassie did have a crush on jared and nikki had one on me. heh Jeremy and Josh Bullins: Met josh my 9th year in band handed me the all mighty sax neck strap which i plan on handing down soon. Jeremy has been my freind since 4th grade. He was in my moms class and i always used to talk to him after school. Stuck up for him when all the kids in my class called him Duncan Donuts. John,Jeff, and Aj: Met my sophmore year, guys helped me through some hard times and vise versa Andrea D: My second girl friend! Glad were still good friends! Tara: Met her freshman year got to know her last year cause she sat behind me in History Tom: RIP, met my frshman year he helped me got unstuck from inside my locker cause he was always tardy. Love u man! Byron: Met last year in genetics class, SPARKY!!!! Ed: Always feared him, got to know him better in speech class. Breandon: Weird red headed kid met 7th grade, good friend, good times, To bad your a mormon! Josh Creg: bEst bud in elementary school, always wanting me to succeed Frank: Coolest smartest kid, had to move to Kentucky, wonder what your up to bud, met in 6th grade Cindy: Knew since 7th grade, rode same bus, work at same work, live five houses down Brett, Mitch, and Bryant: Three bad @$$ sax players, kick some @$$ for me next year Steve and Nick: Okay u may not be the cleenest kids but your still cool, i dont know about Nick though j/k Wow i didnt even know I had that many friends! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
9:47 pm	MMMMMMmmmmmmmm!!!!!! Cream Soda!!!!!! Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 10th, 2002
11:46 pm	A brief guide to start playing Final Fantasy 7 One of the most hardest things to understand is Materia. Materia are small little orbs of energy that are put into weapons and other things to cast spells. Basically it is used to cast magic. All your characters can cast magic. When you equip armor and weapons you will notice some small blank circles. This is where your materia goes. There are different kinds of materia represented by colors. When you get a materia click on it and equip it to one of your circles. It will show the materia in that circle. The better weapons and armor you use will let you add materia, more circles. The more circles you have the better. Sometimes the circles are linked together{only two of them}. This is really good. There are some good examples I will suggest. Get as many "All Materia" as you can, and never sell it. Say you put in your circle links that sort of look like this ( )=( ) a "All" materia and a fire materia. If you are in battle with six monsters the fire will damage all six of the creatures instead of the one it would normally hurt. Another good remedy is "All" and "Cure" This allows you to heal all your party members at once instead of one at a time, which canis useful when figthing a hard boss. Materia is magic, and from the magic you can learn abilities like "Cure" and "Fire". Your materia also has AP{abilitly points}. After facing a monster or boss your materia that is equiped gets a certain amount of these points. After so many points the materia will earn a star and can only learn up to four stars. Four stars is a very hard task, I only got 4 materia out of 100 some to be four stars. The more stars the more money you can get if you sell it. Some materia can learn new abilities when getting stars. ex. Fire 1. Fire 2. Fire 3. can be learned from the fire materia. ex. Cure 1, Cure 2, Cure 3 and Regen can be learned from the cure materia. Another useful idea is to not buy every new item when you reach a new shop. Sure it may be good to keep your characters stats up but it will wast all your gil{i.e. money} You get gill from selling stuff and killing monsters. Side quests are very useful!!! Especially breeding chocobos. But dont start this till late in the game. Your HP{hit points} is your life, your MP{magic points} is your magic you can restore health by using magic or elixirs or herbs you can restore magic by ethers if your characters hp reaches 0 he is knocked out. Quickly have someone use either Life spell or a phoneix down to restore them back to life. If all chracters reach 0 then the game is over, hope you saved it pretty close. When you kill a boss or monster you gain gil, Exp, Ap. u already now gil and AP. Exp is short for Experience. The more exp you get the more your level goes up. You start at Level 1 and can reach 100{I never did}. Everytime one of your chracter levels up, its HP AND MP are raised. ex. say Clouds Hp is 56 and MP 10 at level one. He fights enough monsters to get to level 2, his Hp is now 72 and MP 22. Say when Cloud reaches Level 32 his Hp might be 600 and MP 120. To get higher levels I recomend leveling up your characters. That is fight on the world map in multiple battles. It is a slow process but effective. Say I go to the world map and fight 34 battles. That is going to level my characters, give my materia ap, and get some $$$. Warning its not a good idea to fight too many monsters and be a high level at the beginning of the game. If you are Level 32 and have only been to the first three places the game will play to easy and will be lame. So what if you run out of ethers and magic and herbs and cant fight anyomre battles? Go to the nearest town and stay at the INN. It will automatically restore all your characters HP AND MP. Of course it costs to stay at INNs but you got lots of gil from the battles you just fought, you can afford it, stock up on weapons and more herbs and stuff and repeat the process. ATP{active time battle]. When fighting a battle youll notice a bar that grows. When it reaches its maximum it is your turn to fight. You can fight or block or cast magic and what not when this happens. Youll know it is your turn because a box will come up saying what you want to do. The bad guy you are facing also has an ATP gage. But you cant see it so you dont know when he will strike. Dont feel pressured to rush through and pick an action. Plan your next move out in your head. While your box is up the monsters atp will not rise. Once you get good at the game it will come natural what you want to do. Limit breaks are also useful. When your charater is wounded his LB gage goes up some. When it reaches its max. Your player can unleash a powerful hit. There are four types of LB and four different moves you can perform in each one. It takes time to learn all the other ones and if Iam correct the last LB you must find secrets{see side quests in FF7 guide for more details). Hope this helps you understand some of the essentials to playing FF7. (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 6th, 2002
1:29 am	Okay now Iam pissed. Marshall I was the one in charge since I drove. To bad you left the concert. Dont attack my girlfriend like you did on the metal-rules message baord it is uncalled for and upseting. So Fuck off its no big deal we had to leave!!!!!! (4 Comments |Comment on this)
1:15 am	So Blam Me!! Yeah so tonight sucked. I decided to go to the Manowar concert which blew hardcore. First of all we had to wait in a line in the cold{which will respawn my sickness}. When we did get in the prices jacked up 5 more bucks making it 20 bucks a piece. Then instead of Manowar some opening band came on. Oh well will still see Manowar. After three more opening bands Manowar never came on. I was stuck in the middle cause I was everyone's transportation. I would have loved to stay but Julie was 30 min late and grounded all ready, plus I had to be home at 12, screwed that way. The other way I was screwed was because I just couln't leave josh creg and marshall there, they had no way home and they were having a good time. I did the only thing I could, go home, I was the one in charge and hated every moment of it. The only good band was the second one they were funny. Plus to add I smell like smoke and that place is a dump{flying machine}. I wont ever go in there again even if JP was playing, even if Jared and Marshall's new band play there. So I was pretty much pissed the whole night but what even pisses me more was the way I got flak from Marshall{no offense} Look shit happens and it wasnt julies fault so dont even blam her. It was my fault for going in the damn place I was just excited to see my first real concert and it turned out really shitty! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 3rd, 2002
1:11 pm	Thanks for everything when we were there! Thanks for everything! Thanks for leaving me when I wanted to stay! Thanks for nothing! THE DESENDERS ARE AMONG US!!!!! (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 30th, 2002
11:50 am	I placed Nupraptor?s head before the Pillar of the Mind, and watched on as it dissolved into the stone. The pillar accepted its offering, thus it was restored. Nupraptor was but the genesis - forever tainted by his madness, the Circle was beyond redemption. For them absolution lay only in death. In me, they would find their deliverance. But first I had to defeat their shepherd - Malek, defender of the Nine, lay in a keep far to the north, past Vasserb?nde. It was time for me to test the wrath of the Pillar of Conflict. (Comment on this)
Friday, March 29th, 2002
9:42 pm	A Very Short Story Today would be the greatest day of Jack's life, or so he thought. He was a young man with a bright future, and a lovely fiancee. It was that time, if Jack was ever going to marry his future wife he would have to be accepted by her family. Jack knew this would be very easy, everyone got a long with Jack. And his family and her family were so much a like, which was a good advantage, for Jack did not feel misplaced. Jack met her father and thought him as a father right away. He was smart and knew the answer to everything. They shared some views such as politics and foreign affairs. Then Jack met her mother who was just like his own mother. Caring, kind, generous, thoughtful, and every other good qualities a mother had. Next Jack met her older brother who Jack looked up to as his hero. He was strong courageous and well attentive. Her other brother was like another sibling of Jack's. He cares, but not that much. All in all Jack saw a very nice and loving family to come into. Jack couldn't wait to do things with his new family and be accepted. However that day never came for Jack, these details about her family are true to the very bone. But sometimes they can be falsified and hiden under masks of hate and scorn. The worst part was Jack's not being able to see this, but even worse, when he did. For when he did he was filled with saddness. And his sadness filled him untill he no longer could contain himself. Jack thought of the perfect family and then, through misty eyes and a clouded mind, began to cry... Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 23rd, 2002
1:33 am	Many have I played a video game and to say that my favorite would have to be RPG'S.I dont know why. most people see nonthing to them. You walk around for an hour than have dialogue for another hour. Then you fight creatures with stupid names and earn money and abilities to to increase your level of fighting. Sounds boring right? My fav RPG's are from FF{Final Fantasy}. Sure the movie wasnt that great and the old nes/snes games were chessy but since FFVII my life has been changed. FFVIII was good and Iam curently playing FFIX which is also good. But VII just blows them all away. Never have I seen such a dramatic cast between the characters. The mood sets the theme along with the incredible music score. I get the chills just thinking about it. Every character is neatly desinged with characteristics and flaws. From Cloud, Barrett, Yuffie, Cat Sith, Vincent, Cid, Red XIV, Tifa , and Aeris to the evil Sepiroth and his deranged robotic mother Juno. A giant energy manufacturing company known as Shinra Inc. is harvesting the sheer life energy of the Planet as a simple fossil fuel. Processed and made into products known as Mako and Materia, these materials can work miracles, granting the wisdom of the Ancients to the user. However, this substance, like all other fuels, is finite in supply, and the Planet's lifeforce is being malevolently drained by the constant explotation of Mako by Shinra. Though aware of the harmful effects, they function without remorse. However, the real battle lies not with a corporation, but a force much more competent from the distant past. A long-thought dead warrior bent on becoming more and more powerful, coupled with the Planet's drained energy, threatens the very existence of everything sacred. Now a small rebel group eminating from the slums must quell the various dangers toward the innocent, and one mercenary for hire must look amidst the lies and deception and find the man he is within. A must play if you are big into sci-fi/ fantasy person or RPG person. It also has kick @$$ summon creatures who are bad @$$ and have names of Mythological gods. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
10:42 pm	Happy finally, maybe release from all this hell. Now I can go back and watch life instead of living it in paronia. You can to all you have to do is take a step and follow my lead. I can give you the safety you need. Step unto me! Current Mood: exhausted (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 17th, 2002
10:37 pm	I just need to clear my chest so allow me please. I ve been thinking I am almost done with school. Its a great feeling but it also sucks. Its like you have this shelter and protection and there gonna take it away from you. Ive had many good friens in the past and still in the present and many great memories ill never forget. Its very sadding though. Right know a lot of us are depressed cause were out of love or someone died or other reasons. well I found an answer. God! Pray to him, it will ease the pain! Believe these words. My childhood has been like a book. Since my birth the story has been writing. As each day is done a page is writing and after a year a chapter is done. It saddens me that this book of childhood and school memories is coming to the end. Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Friday, March 15th, 2002
3:23 pm	A BLUE Dragon Lies Beneath! I took the Inner Dragon online quiz and found out I am a Blue Dragon on the inside. If there ever was a draconic example of a supple attitude, my Inner Dragon is it. Blues are the Water Elemental dragon - typified by their Steam breath weapon. Pretty creative, huh? It goes right along with my Inner Dragon's tendency to maim, but not destroy. Much like my native oceans and rivers will deform the rock over time, eventually wearing it away to nothing. Humans shouldn't make the mistake of thinking I'm weak, however. After all I'm a good 30 feet in length and have a penchant for materializing out of any body of water, no matter how small. I also enjoy communicating with aquatic life-forms, hunting in totally inhospitable terrain (i.e. 3000 feet below the waves), and using my fluid nature to my advantage. My enemies probably won't even see me approach in the first place. My favorable attributes are the sunset, Autumn, water, compassion, intuition, and calmness. Naturally, I pity the fool who'd try and prove that calmness part, he'd probably wind up being scalded. *small grin* (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 14th, 2002
9:47 pm	PLEASE GOD, HELP ME!!!!!!! (Comment on this)
5:58 pm	hmmmmmmmmm (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 12th, 2002
8:30 pm	I took the What Mythological Creature Are you? test by peacefulchaos ! (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 9th, 2002
2:40 pm	AND THEN THERE WAS SILENCE Turn your head and see the fields of flames He carries along from a distant place He`s on his way he'll bring decay (don't move along cause things they will go wrong the end is getting closer day by day) In shades of gray We`re doomed to face the night Light`s out of sight Since we`ve reached the point of no return We pray for starlight We wait for the moon The sky is empty alone in the unknown We`re getting nowhere We have been betrayed by the wind and the rain The sacred hall's empty and cold The sacrifice made should not be done in vain Revenge will be taken by Rome We live a lie under the dying moon Pale face laughs doom Indulge us in delight It`s getting out of hand The final curtain will fall Hear my voice There is no choice There`s no way out You`ll find out We don`t regret it So many men have failed but now he's gone Go out and get it The madman's head it shall be thyne We don`t regret it But someone else dies hidden in disguise Go out and get it Orion`s hound shines bright Don`t you think it`s time to stop The chase round the ring Just a stop running, running Round the ring Don`t you know that fate has been decided By the gods Feel the distance Distance Out of reach Welcome to the end Watch your step Cassandra You may fall As I`ve stumbled on the field Sister mine Find myself in darkest places Find myself drifting away And the other world The other world appears Find myself she dies in vain I cannot be freed I`m falling down As time runs faster Moves towards disaster The ferryman will wait for you my dear AND THEN THERE WAS SILENCE Just a voice from the other world Like a leaf in an icy world Memories will fade Chorus: Misty tales and poems lost All the bliss and beauty will be gone Will my weary soul find release for a while At the moment of Death I will smile It`s the triumph of shame and disease In the end Iliad Raise my hands and praise the day Break the spell, show me the way In decay The flame of Troy will shine bright The newborn child would carry ruin to the hall The newborn's death will be a blessing to us all Good choice? Bad choice? Out of three You`ve chosen misery Power and wisdom You deny Bad choice War is the only answer When love will conquer fear So when the judgment`s been made To the fairest the graceful says Badly he fails Warning Feel the heat of passion, father king don`t let him in, don`t let her in Desire, lust, obsession Death they`ll bring We can`t get out once they are in She`s like the sunrise Outshines the moon at night Precious like starlight She`ll bring in a murderous price In darkness grows the seed of man's defeat JEALOUSY! I can clearly see the end now! I can clearly see the end now! I can clearly see the end now! The thread of life is spun The coin`s been placed below my tongue Never give up! Never give in! Be on our side so we can win! Never give up! Never give in! Be on our side! Old moon's time is soon to come Nowhere to run Nowhere to hide Nothing to lose like one we'll stand We`ll face the storm created by a man Troy Troy Troy Troy And as the lion slaughters man I am the wolf and you`re the lamb Hallowed Troy shall fall! Round the walls Faith is shattered bodies fall Nowhere to run Nowhere to hide Nothing to lose like one we'll stand It`s all for one and one for all We live for will be wiped out I feel that something`s wrong Surprise, surprise they`re gone Full moon your time goes by And new moon's still kept out of sight We live we die (while chorus starts) Chorus Roam in darkness (many times) Spread the vision We will be lost if you truly believe Troy in Darkness There's a cold emptyness in our hearts That they've gone away And won't come back They'll tear down the wall to bring it in They`ll truly believe in the lie With blossoms they welcome the old foe! The vision`s so clear When day and dream unite the end is near You better be prepared The nightmare shall be over now there`s nothing more to fear Come join in our singing and dance with us now The nightmare shall be over now there`s nothing more to fear The war it is over forever more No hope the blind leads the blind Carry on though future's denied Mare or stallion there's far more inside We`re in at the kill we'll cheerfully die Chorus Its Holy light shines on So the judgment`s been made We're condemned though the trial's far ahead The crack of doom, father Your handsome son is heading home Heading home Still the wind blows Calm and silent Carries news from a distant shore Out of mind Can't get it Can't get it out of my mind Sorrow and defeat Sorrow and defeat Current Mood: crazy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 7th, 2002
9:46 pm	YeAH yEAH yEah!!!!!! Well I guess I have been better. I already miss Jaming with jared and marshall but I know that Fallout is done. Or is it. Hell no Fallout will always live. Iknow you guys got a good set up know, thats good. I've been talking to MIke and if he is willing to do it were going to go on tour{gigging} this summer. All we need to do is find a bassist and a couple guitars and we are set. Plans to continue Fallout seem good. Especially for me and Mike. It might be the last time we jam! METAL UP YOUR @$$!!!!!! (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 3rd, 2002
11:06 am	Hey everybody whats up? The civil War reenactment I went on sucked. It was really cold(although we ended up sleeping in a building that was 60 degrees). Then on Saturday no one came to are reenactment accept the usual people. So it didnt turn out good. Saturday night I went to Julies brothers house and we watched this movie called "O". Has anyone seen it before. It was so stupid. First of all it was a take off of Shakespears' "Othello". Hmmmmm I dont rememeber that story having a blck guy fuck a white chick in it. I give it 2 thumbd down to hell. Everytime someone watches that movie Shakspeare is rolling in his grave vomiting shit up. See I want to be a writer when I grow up. And if i do become one, when I die, if someone puts a blck man fucking a white chick in it Ill come back to haunt the fuckers. Besides being a writer I also want to be a History Teacher (of course I want to be a rock star but...), after i reitire from being a teacher I am going to try to run for a House seat and then maybe president . Hey it could happen MCWORLD!!!!!!!! (Comment on this)